Day 1 - Boredom

Ah, boredom.

This may be the prime opportunity to attempt getting comfortable with this electronic emotion dumping ground. (glamorous eh?) It perplexes me how I have so much to say in person yet I can think of nothing interesting to write down here. Endless opportunity to write, feel, think, be infinitely opinionated and yet...little comes to mind. 

Perhaps my life is proving to be very dull? I'm a wife, a mother, an aspiring actress. I hoped to be further in my career by this age but we're all waiting for that big break, I suppose. 
It drives me nuts to see certain "celebrities" (as one successful actor and I once discussed - celebrity is quite different from actor/actress as the latter establishes themselves in a legitimate way) whom take their status and success for granted. I see celebs throwing their money away on drugs, alcohol and 20 bedroom mansions for which they have little need. I never understood this way of life. I have family and friends who need help and there are plenty of other causes, exempli gratia (yeah, I said it), children with cancer, endangered species, starving people, gay rights and plenty of Environmental issues that need tending to before 20 room mansions and drug induced comas outside of Hollywood clubs. 

So I suppose this is more a rant than a "memory dump" today but it is also a vow. It is a vow that if ever I "make the big time" that I will be sure to tend to my family, friends and other issues first and foremost. You shall never find me passed out in a bush - sans pants - outside of a Hollywood club, I will ALWAYS wear panties so as to avoid photos in the Enquirer of me exiting a car and I will never go to jail (for 2-5 days) because I drunkenly killed someone while driving under the influence of alcohol. 

You can quote me on that!

Now, I need coffee!